its a day before the national day celebrations.. and i relle dunno what to think. raging emotions, and i dunno. not exactly confusion, and yet, i feel an obscure sense of peace. its a peace of simplicity. like life just being so easy. i think i like keeping bz. i think i like sorting things out, and yet, i hate trying to ans questions tht i cant... or at least not for a long time. but finally i am at ease. and i am easing my way out of things. i rmb last time when i was upset, i played badminton and just for tht few hours, i forgot my troubles. now its the same, i am keeping myself bz, and yea i noe ur thinking tht i am running away. mebe i am. mebe i'm not. but as long as i am happy, i relle dun care:P
its nice to noe tht god is with me. hiax... and my life has moved into an odd sense of pattern and regularity. perhaps, this is what i wanted.
pattern.. thts a thought. somewhat like math. with an absolution, and a sense of security. perhaps i would need that from my next bf:)
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