i have seemed to have grown up so much,
and yet when it comes to you
i feel like a little girl,
i dun understand this whole thing,
i know this,
and yet all i want to do is to cry in your arms,
so that i could finally understand
why.
but there never is any one,
to ans my questions.
i do not know if i have moved on.
but yet,
i think i have,
it scares me so much,
cos i dun wanna cling on.
00:54:04
25-05-2004
no i dun wanna hurt you in any ways,
and yet,
all i can feel is pure uneasiness,
i want the ans,
i know what i want,
and perhaps up till today,
i still want what we had.
but the again,
i dunno what i relle missed.
i dunno whether i can do w/o ur luv.
i think i can,
but yet i noe i cant,
its called confusion,
its called desire.
but is it love?
perhaps an even greater fear
is the fact
that you do not love me
as i do to you.
i dunno why it scares me
perhaps its cos i alr noe the ans,
you have stopped alr,
you have moved on,
and you dun need me.
i dun need you either,
but why then,
have you become like a crush all over agn.
it feels just that,
except tht crush is love.
00:53:18
25-05-2004
belle scribbled at
6:58 PM
