half a year... more than tht.. 7 months.. and this whole thing is still bugging me.. somehow i hate myself.. yah know? it's not tht this is a bad thing at all.. just tht puh-lesse.. i should have moved on rite.. the thing is i have... so now ur confused... gosh.! now you understand how i feel.
as i have sayed b4.. figured this out ages ago.. thanks to some stroke of brilliance( imust say one of those rare occasions) and thru god's grace... yup.. mostly thru him.. i figured smth out.. oh yipee!! and tht is.. i have moved on.. no turning back.. perhaps because i have changed... i guess i have grown older.. its so weird.. i feel like i am fifty... and after seeing the world thru a different light... my priorities have changed... my life has changed.. and yet somethings nv change.. like say my love for him...
it's almost like i've gotten a whole new lease of life... and then i go banging into him.. and falling in love all over again.. sigh..
summer sunshine.. it's sucha weird song. time frame's the exact opposite..and yet feelings completely the same.. sigh... what an apt song... oh well...
summer sunshine
I feel it's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm
Just sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?
You tell me you have to go...
[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
Now that you've left me, there's no retur-ning
I keep comparing, you're always win-ning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?
Don't tell me you have to go...
belle scribbled at
11:58 PM
